More on Physical Sensations

Back when I wrote about “What it might feel like to be executed” I tried to imagine and describe the physical and emotional sensations.  But, I’m not sure I did as well with the physical as I’d have liked.

At other times I had thought I could, to at least some extent, imagine what it would feel like to be in the various forms of restraint.  But, so far I can only really say I’ve felt handcuffs and leg chains.  I’ve not been strapped to a bed with multiple restraints, possibly including a five-point harness.  I’ve not been strapped into a chair.  I’ve not had my arms strapped behind my back and my legs strapped together.

I also haven’t felt what it is like to have a damp sponge and electrode strapped to my shaved head, or to have a hood over my head and a noose around my neck.  I have had IVs started, and donated blood, but I’ve not had my arms strapped or taped down when the IV was being started or the needle was being inserted.

I have this desire to feel these things.

I’m not sure what I’ll do about this.  I am pretty sure that I can keep myself happy with the level of imagination I currently have, because I don’t want to do anything that would jeopardize my relationships, especially with my wife.